that yesterday, I finally realized the REAL reason
I love the beach. Besides these goof-balls I call my kids......The beach is the one place I can go where nothing else matters.
The sea has not always been my friend. It took me a very long time...many years in fact,
to feel comfortable going into the ocean. I've realized it is not only about relaxing
your entire body, but relaxing your mind too.
(yes, Hannah put sand-boobies on the boys...)
The past or the future.
Just that very moment.
or what I am going to do, or what I need to do, or what I have to do or what I should do.
and the momentary lack of desire to do all of the above.
I don't have to think about my marriage, or parenting.
I can just relax.
I am feeling a little f**ked up in the head sometimes.
In a funk sometimes.
I thank Bill and the kids for giving me a little reprieve from ME
to make that all so much better yesterday.