Being that I have always found blogging very cathartic,
and the lack of blogging by me lately,
thus explaining my constant need for a catharsis......
(a purification or purgation of the emotions....yeah that's it!)
Did you know cathartic also mean a cleansing of the bowels?
I guess that makes sense in the figurative sense - a cleansing
of my mind starting from the deep, dark depth of the bowels of my life?
Ewww. That just sounds nasty. Not inspiring.
Deep and dark makes sense to me right now though.
Blogging has taken a back seat to my head.
In the sense that I am doing so much thinking right now...
that my fingers could never keep up with all the thoughts
I have that I would need to type everything into a blog post
in order to feel
So here is what I am going to do.
I am going to get on here once a day. I am going to force myself to
have at least one thing to say
To get rid of some of this crap in my mind...
OK - Well my half hour here is up. The timer just went off.
I must get up off this couch now, for my self-help, self-therapy
session is over. And if I was actually paying myself money
for all the time I've spent analyzing myself lately,
I'd be a millionaire.
I'd be on the cover of Forbes Magazine.
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen.
So long til tomorrow.