Lotta stuff going on right now.
Without going into too much detail,
we are at a point in time where we
are realizing some of the consequences of
choices that we have made regarding the last 6 months or
so of our lives. Some good, some not so good.
Many of the decisions were imperative to our
survival, so to speak.
as a couple,
and as a family.
And while it has taken a long time to begin
working through all of these decisions,
we know with our hearts and souls,
these were very thought out decisions,
knowing what may not be best for us now,
will be best for us in the end.
Which is why I feel so f**ked up sometimes.
I feel as if I am undeserving of any good that
may come into my life. How could "good" even
come to me right now? Am I humbled enough by
what has happened these last months...? How can
I stand tall when I feel so small?
Well, one thing I make sure I do.....
I look at what I have.
I look at what God has given me.
I look where He has guided me to go.
I look at things that ARE mine,
will always BE mine.
it IS about THEIR future.